Am i restricted myself 
from pleasures,
or its just illusions of

unknown desires.

It would have been different,
don't know right or wrong,
if i am on the edge
and leaped forward being strong.

All the deeds not done
for all kinds of reasons,
haunts me sometimes
in the lonely seasons.

Hope everything happens
for a mysterious cause,
still unknown of it, but 
i am not the same person i was.